Love

Dearest love

inlovewithmireina — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 03:54:30 +0000

Amazing how the days go by so quickly. Can you believe the first month of the new year is almost over? In time it will be 2010. . . 2011. . . 2020. . . 2050 and on and on. So much time but so little if you really think about it. I know that you get stressed over how to accomplish everything and about how time moves so quickly. I feel the same way too. But, I feel so happy in knowing that these rapidly passing moments pass by with our being so close together. We share everything, every part of our day, our thoughts, all the little things. And in that I think I have truly succeeded in life because when you think about the thing everyone craves is love, a true sense of guiding love. That’s what I have with you and I think you feel it with me. We found something special.

I’m taking time to write to you to let you know that I don’t forget you throughout the day and think of you often. Who knows when you’ll check this, today, tomorrow, next year? When you do I want you to know that I wrote it with you close to my heart. Every day I work hard to gain more strength in my life so that you can have it in yours. We will have all that we want soon enough, but I don’t want to forget all that we already right now. Because what we have right now is what people search for their whole lives and sometimes never find.

You are very special to me and I wrote this note in the few moments I had open. Just to tell you that I love you and hope your little belly feels better. I’ll see you soon. I’m working hard (as much as I can ).

Your Reysopolis

My little beauty bird

inlovewithmireina — Fri, 15 Jan 2010 00:29:45 +0000

I care about you very much and I want you to know that I don’t and will not ever forget about all that has happened. Today, when I read your cute little note, it really touched me. I think about you often and want to spend all of my time with you. I want to go back to play pinball in Vegas, go back to the beach in Mexico, eat the fresh oysters at Redondo. . . everything. Just with you. I’m working hard and I’m working towards being at my best. My best means being balanced, strong, and stable for you.

Yesterday was a special day because at the end of it all I had the chance to spend time with you and sleep next to this little bird that fell into my lap. Sometimes, I miss the days when we were in my car talking for hours in the darkness. I don’t miss the situation but the feeling of knowing I had all day with you. Now, work has increased by quite a bit and the everyday errands of life can’t be ignored for long. Money must be made and duties must be fulfilled. But, I want you to know that through it all is this basic desire for you, that in every action there’s a reason for it, and a major part of that is you. To be able to spend days and days with you comfortably until we see each other so much that we need a break . Could that ever happen?

Don’t forget that this is a chapter in our book and that every single day we write a new page. I love the fact that it’s our book and that we create the content together. The first chapter was the struggle to be together. The next chapter was the start of our being together. And now, I think we’re in the third chapter: making it happen. This can be a very long chapter but I’m going to do everything in my power to make it short, so that we may begin the next one because each one gets better.

I miss staring into your eyes as we eat lunch together. I miss taking naps in the middle of the day with you next to me. I miss going to movies in the day and staying out walking around until the night. I miss making love to you when the sun is still out (though sometimes it comes out when we finish). The work we do brings us closer to the possibility of experiencing those special moments and so many more.

We have changed each other’s lives. We will never be the same. We will grow old, wise, and happy together. I trust you, love you, and believe in you. I loved hearing about your idea for the palette. Don’t confuse my being tired for being bored. I hope you know the difference You have so much in you to give the world. Don’t let the everyday make you forget that there is a special sparkle in your eye that comes from the diamond inside, the diamond I found always separate and unique among its surroundings.

All my love for all my life,

Your Rey.

It’s been a while

inlovewithmireina — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 00:16:38 +0000

My precious little birdy,

It’s been a while since we last posted on this blog and I wanted to let you know that I haven’t forgotten about it. It’s something special between us and though we don’t keep it up to date it’s a nice way to remember the way we feel for each other every day.

I really think what we did last night reading the book together was special. In time, we’re going to grow so close together we’ll know each other’s thoughts. Scary I love you very much and one day I’ll be posting these love notes in Korean.

My free time now is a nice surprise and I wanted to write you to let you know that even when I’m busy studying or working, you’re never far from my mind and whenever I have a free moment I use it to be close to you.

All my love with all my heart,

Your reynosauros.

Dear Birdy

inlovewithmireina — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 05:37:06 +0000

I just wanted to say that I love you and that I wanted to take a few minutes between the everyday actions of our lives and set them apart so that I can tell that I love you and that not a day passes that I don’t think about you and how to make our lives better. I’m working as hard as I can in every part of my life so that we can create a future as pretty as your potito. My precious love. You mean the world to me. Know that you are always close to my heart.

Forever yours,

Your Rey

Pretty Bird

inlovewithmireina — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 02:35:29 +0000

Hello my little angel,

I haven’t written to you in a little while but of course that doesn’t mean that I don’t think about you almost every moment of everyday. I love you very much and I’m excited about how things are coming together for us. I know that there is still a lot for us to organize, go through, and get ready, but we’re getting there and I feel good about how we are with each other while we get there.

The vacation stays in my mind. I remember it almost everyday. It was an incredible experience that I couldn’t have had without you. Thank you for working sooooo hard to make it happen .

There are so many things to say and sometimes I find it hard to say it all. It would be so nice if we could just spend a few weeks together doing absolutely nothing except being with each other: I don’t have to work; you don’t have to either; everything is taken care of and we can do whatever we want. My goal is to have that and very often I think about our next trip. I will work as hard as I can to make it happen for us.

You are very special to me in so many ways. I appreciate how you treat me (when you’re happy with me . . . kkk). I love how you take care of me making sure that I always have something to eat with all those wonderful little notes. I love you, respect you, and always have the sacrifice and struggle you went through to be with me deep in my heart. Well, I’ll write to you again very soon.

Your soon to be salsaman. . . Josephsisimo.

The beginning is almost here

inlovewithmireina — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 04:35:37 +0000

Tomorrow begins the first day of our four day weekend. . .even though I think we’re going to lose a lot of Friday. Too many things to do besides just be together. I love you so much and just wanted to take a few minutes and in secrete tell you how I feel about you. Did you know that I save all of the napkins and little notes you write for me? I think they are too special to ever throw away. . . but I did use them hehehe. So, some have stains on them. But there there with me in a special place in one of my folders so I can always see them and have them close. It is incredibly special what you do for me every day and I want you to know that I will always feel that way. You are as wonderful and tasty as the food you cook

All my love,

Your. . . rey {:)

Thinking of you

inlovewithmireina — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:03:49 +0000

I just wanted to take some time to tell you that I’m thinking of you. It feels so different now after we had our talk. There is still a lot that needs to be done and much more time that has to pass but we are on our way. You are special to me and it is so wonderful to have you by my side, waking up next to you, eating your delicious food. There is no better feeling than knowing someone is thinking of you and doing all these little things: cooking lasagna, writing little notes (well, actually, today’s was pretty big ) , wanting to hold me tight even though I’m sticky, watching movies with me, going through everyday life’s little beauties and struggles.

I love you.

Your Reyness.

Just to say I love you back.

inlovewithmireina — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 04:50:02 +0000

That day was something special and different for me too. I never spoke like that. In fact, remembering back and writing about it makes me feel a little odd. It just isn’t like me to express all of those kinds of feelings, but I guess that’s what happens in a relationship: you grow past yourself and into a pair. What I feel now in my life is not that I’m doing things for me but for you. I think the next step is for me to do things for us. I always want to make you happy and I don’t consider myself the way that I should. I have this desire to make us both happy and I don’t think I’ve realized how to put that together. If that doesn’t make sense it’s okay because it doesn’t make that much sense to me either.

I’m trying hard but to be honest I’m not trying my best. I know what I do when I’m doing my best and this isn’t it. It’s not that I’m lazy or not working. . . you know that now I’m sure. It’s just that you have to have the right condition, mentality, and strength to be at your best. Soon you will feel better because you will be surrounded by what was produced at our best.

You are a special gift that shouldn’t be ignored, a special woman that deserves to be appreciated. You shouldn’t have any worries or frustrations in life and each one that you suffer through I take it as a result of my own personal failure. Forgive me. There are still so many things that I have to give you, so many ideas that I have for you and us. You have yet to see all that our relationship will be. In time, you will see all that lies within me and know why you were drawn so powerfully towards me and I towards you. We have something special, that day was a testament to that, our future will be as well.

All my love,

Your . . . reyness.

P.S. It makes me sooooo happy to open up the food that you packed for me

The Day After

inlovewithmireina — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 04:56:10 +0000

I think my body naturally follows yours. If you get sick, then so do I. Amazing, isn’t it? Baby, I just wanted to let you know that from now on I’m going to be stronger and more dedicated to making things happen for us. I know I say this kind of thing all of the time, but I know that you realize that I always mean it and that I really try over time to be different. Hmm. . . the words aren’t flowing the way that I want them to.

Yesterday was great. I loved everything you did for me and will never forget it. I’m happy that we had a video camera to record our special time together. Everyday we build more and more wonderful memories.

I love you very much Julie and I value every moment that we share together. I want you to know that spending time with you is an incredible joy for me. Today, laying down with you by my side, sick as I may have been was wonderful. Holding you close with your scent in the air around me as I fell asleep was like a dream itself.

Life isn’t perfect and I dont’ think it will ever be, but life with you (when you’re happy with me ) is.

Until I write again,

Your Everloving Rey

P.S. I can’t wait until I can eat all of that amazing B-day food.

My Goodness

inlovewithmireina — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 05:23:56 +0000

I know that you don’t feel good right now baby, but don’t worry. I wish I could wipe away all the stress that you feel and I want to let you know that I will. In time, we will have all that we dreamed for and these kinds of frustrating and hard to understand situations will be a distant memory as we enjoy the everyday life we worked so hard to create together. I love you and nothing will prevent me from ensuring that every moment that I’m with you I’m helping to power through all the difficulties we can’t but help in life.

Ever yours,

Your Soul Mate